Hello! I feel thankful that I have friends here who supports me and care so much. I didn't want to bother you all with my lot in life but I have never been this low in my life. Hubby and great friends have been there to support me but like what you have said it's only me who could pull myself out of the rot.. I know that some of you might have experienced a bad day but what if that bad day extended from days, weeks and months? Each moment left you fragile, vulnerable and torn in pieces. It's a shame to experience such thing but whose fault is it? My head hurts trying to find the answer..will a therapy work, a medication or an end to sanity the answer?
I can't believe I am sharing this with you but I just don't know what else to do.. Time will heal me that's for sure but until then I have to fight back and endure the uncertainty and pain. My heartfelt thanks for all your concern. Till then my friends.