Tuesday, May 11, 2010

how...

It is easy to come back and fight emotions..be brave and put a happy face on. You could go on and on with your life not noticing the cracks that would lead to a downfall. When do you actually know when to stop and forgive the hurt and reconcile the past? How do you mend an injured soul? How do you stop the sadness,  tears, the inability to breath air? Each day you can't find joy and pleasure in what you do. You feel inadequate and a failure. How do you get rid of the thoughts that it would be easy to just sleep and remain?
I would like to believe that there is hope for someone like me.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dear Hyds:
May I sing a song for you:

All Things New

Sing a new song! Rejoice.
The dawn is breaking
The earth is waking
Its dreams come true
And do you hear the voice
Darkness surprising in its rising
See I am making all things new.

I am sending you positive thoughts.
Sarang Hamnida,
josephine

Ida said...

What can I say to give you comfort? I know there is hope and that eventually a hurting soul will heal.
Part of the healing process is to acknowledge what causes the hurt and not to put up a happy face. Talk with somebody you trust. Face the hurt together with somebody who you can share your thoughts with and who doesn't place judgment on your thoughts.
If you want to forgive and reconcile the past decide to live the life you have now. And I guess the hardest part is to forgive oneself. So don't give up, just don't give up

myoce said...

Hi Hyds...

If each day you can't find joy and pleasure in what you do and you feel inadequate and a failure. Don't stay still and give in to your despair.

Happiness seldom appear out of nowhere, you've got to create it and nudge it along...people will help you, but it's mainly you yourself that has to pull you out of the dumps.

Give yourself a chance to look at the bright side ..., take strength through prayers, go to the happy places around you and in your heart .

The past will not change, but you could still decide your future, it's your call....do you want to make it or brake it?

Hyds, me go down in the deepest dump too...so hard to get out. But now I fight my hardest to stay up and learn to positively respond to negative situations coming my way...even if it means swallowing some pride and bitterness.It's still difficult.

I guess it's a lifetime lesson for me...hope you find your way of fighting the dark and deep blues in your life.

Hyds Fightiiing !!

Love loads,
myoce

jaime said...

dear hyds,

I feel so sad to read about how you feel. our 3 sisters above have sent their sincere thoughts. I don;t know how to help but please stay positive and pray a lot. There are many sisters out there who care about you.

love ... jaime

annacronism said...

Dear Hyds,
I am here for you, my sister and friend. If you need to talk, I am an ear to listen. If you need to cry, I am a shoulder. If you need moral support, I am a hug. If you need family, I am a sister, mother, aunt. Whatever you need; I will do my best to be. (My e-mail address is on my Bae blog, if you need to talk.) My prayers are with you, my dear; whatever the problem may be.
Lots of love,
Anna
P.S. Please remember this:
"And all things whatsoever ye shall ask in Prayer, believing, ye shall receive." Matthew 21:22