Hello! I feel thankful that I have friends here who supports me and care so much. I didn't want to bother you all with my lot in life but I have never been this low in my life. Hubby and great friends have been there to support me but like what you have said it's only me who could pull myself out of the rot.. I know that some of you might have experienced a bad day but what if that bad day extended from days, weeks and months? Each moment left you fragile, vulnerable and torn in pieces. It's a shame to experience such thing but whose fault is it? My head hurts trying to find the answer..will a therapy work, a medication or an end to sanity the answer?
I can't believe I am sharing this with you but I just don't know what else to do.. Time will heal me that's for sure but until then I have to fight back and endure the uncertainty and pain. My heartfelt thanks for all your concern. Till then my friends.
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Dear sister Hyds,
I have been where you are now, although for different reasons than yours. At times it took a great effort just to get through all those days of uncertainty; wondering whether things would ever get better. I must confess, I was unhappy for 99% of my life. About 8 months ago I finally found what it means to be truly happy. Believe me when I say I spent a lot of years trying to find what happiness is. I had to look deep inside to finally see what people had been telling me all along; happiness does come from within. But, the journey to find it begins with a single step. I believe, given what you wrote in this posting, that you have taken that first step. Our Baefamily and I are here to help you take as many steps as you need until you can find happiness for yourself. Take care, dear.
Love,
Anna
Dear Hyds and Bae sisters:
Greetings on a beautiful weekend when students graduate from the university.
When I feel bad, I lay down in bed and count backwards from 100 to 1, first with an out-breath and then an in-breath. When I breathe out, I breathe out all the fears and anger and negativities of my body and soul. When I breathe in, I breathe in all the Love of God and the positive thoughts of my family and friends.
After doing this one hundred times, my autonomic nervous system is at rest and peaceful.
You do not have to complete one hundred times. Do as you are comfortable with.
Have a nice day.
Sarang Hamnida,
josephine
Hello,
I just find this blog and I like your pictures very much. I hope the spring and summer will bring more optimism and peace to you. Be happy.
(I can't say my toughts because I know english just a little . I'm sorry.)
Dear Hyds:
Greetings on a beautiful summer's day. I hope everything is fine with you.
May Almighty God grant you the desires of your heart today. Divine Abundance, good health, long life.
Sarang Hamnida,
josephine
Dear Hyds,
I recently came across your blog. I am so touched. Your pain for something so precious(I can guess what)provoked you to create such a wonderful blog. I can see your soul through your blog. I pray to God so that you would find true happiness oneday with all your endeavor. Take care my friend.
Love
Farhana
from USA
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